I have a doctor’s appointment today.  I finally contacted my doctor about the shortness of breath, chest pains, ect. 

I should be more proactive when it comes to my health, but I can’t help but think what I don’t know won’t hurt me.  I don’t want to know what this is because I think I already do and it scares me. 

I’m not sure I want to know what could be worse than a life with diabetes.

But I think I’m about to find out.